Random Drawings

This is my latest post for today, a random drawing that I do while using vector with the software I often use Adobe Illustrator; although I know its not really the usual software to use for drawings but this is the software I'm used to and using others will take me time to understand how to use half of it.

Maybe I should start practicing using other software to draw but I wonder what kind of software I should use; I do not know any other drawing software's other than those I already have. I have two others to choose from I think but I don't use them occasionally I used the Photoshop but the other one is so hard to use with just a mouse.

Really I wonder if I have a pen tablet, I wonder how many drawings I will able to do with it; could I make more drawing? or even draw a little bit faster and accurate than before.

I don't really have and goals on my drawings, I just do what is on my mind and that's all that there is to it so random even I couldn't guess what kind of drawing I would do today or even tomorrow, how many I would make or what I would make. I just let the idea flow into me, and drew what suddenly I think of.

After all I just want to be a free artist that draws anything that was on my mind to express myself; yet even I was doubting if I could even do that, as don't have any skill and all I have was my passion and love for drawing.

With all of these I wonder what my arts could reach, and I will continue to draw and as I don't want to regret about throwing the things that I love, but also I don't want to forget that only thing I was able to inherit despite with the lack of my skill to a  person I don't want to forget; that's why I continue to draw no matter what they say, I still struggle and pick up  my pen.

Yes, I do not have talent for it and I couldn't make a living on it but it doesn't mean I will cast this aside what I inspired to be; as I think about it I have always love to draw since I was young  almost my whole life I never said I'm going to stop because of what they say.

That's right this is me, the way I do things, the way I see things and the way face everything; just like that I would just come along with the flow and see where it will bring me.

Now I  wonder what would I do for now, but I think of a little bit of rest might help me; I'll try to sleep like a log  later and I hope I would feel better; I really feel so tired since this morning and because of that irritation was building in me.

Miscellaneous III

Here again is a another post of mine I got to practice more I think but, lately it seems one of my favorite past time was not having an update lately its been a week since their last update; and I'm starting to get restless for the lack of update I want to watch some anime.

Also need to find some materials for my next drawing I wonder what should I do next? Oh yeah my progress on my revise story was going smoothly I think although I'm still at chapter one and many things been replace or edited.

Got to do some drawing later on but kinda sleepy right now so I don't know what I really want to do so I will end this quickly guys and present to you my drawing.

Miscellaneous II

Here is another set of drawing everyone, although I don't know if anyone is really viewing my blog but who cares anyway I will just update it every time I have the time to do so, I guess I need to do my story again shortly after these and as well find some data for my next drawing; yup it seems I could actually buy a pen tablet but I don't know when or how I just need to wait for something to came by I just have a hunch but I'm not gonna sit here and actually wait I will make a way to acquire it by of course fair and square.

Got to find job this year so, I got to work so hard; maybe after these week I would complete my requirements and find some applications that I could find; geez its really hard to live without a work why o why the world seems now revolve around money.

Brooding over it wouldn't do any good anyway got to find some side jobs as well to maintain my unique kind of way of living; just how I could really draw these days without being interrupted anyway in many occasion I was on the mood to draw but then something came up and then all my motivation just fly away and go bye bye, just like that.

Here is the drawing for this post, another table practice drawing, got to admit I seems to enjoy on doing some practice drawing with these things but got to find another things to draw afterwards I wonder what should I draw next.

Miscellaneous I

Second post of the month maybe I could post, more often this month or so as I think; currently the Miscellaneous project right now was practice run drawing I find some picture in the internet and try to draw this things like the webs, table and furniture that could be use in a background or elements in the canvas of a drawing.

Right now I finished some tables as practice but there is still more I want to try maybe a drawer or couches and even pillow, I really wonder what I should draw for now but oh well pondering about it would not bring me any good, oh yeah I'm very inspired lately although I don't own any PS 2,3 and four; I got a downloaded file of all the story cut-scene of Guilty Gear Xrd-sign- which is really amazing but a cliffhanger damn I want continuation of it.

For now I'm currently downloading some anime song for my sound trip while on working on my drawing; I have some downloaded years ago and have it burned in the disc the problem is that my cd-rom is broken right now and I can't transfer all the song I already have now I got to do again the basic and find them all again.

Oh well, that's how it is I will just do what I have to do; currently look for stuff to draw right now so got to go and find some pictures to practice on.