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Monster 096-Disfigured Beast

Yes Finally I reach my goal the 100th monster post now, and it happens even before Christmas; congratulation to myself (applause background sound)! Yeah, now that's something to celebrate for myself I'm kinda happy now that I reach this goal of one hundred monster concept art.

Monster 097-Shadow Biter

And four days before Christmas, and now I'm greeting everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year; so now I got to set a new goal for the start of the next year 2015 but my top priority was to find a suitable job for myself without risking for my health as I can get sickly quickly and quite often in a year.

Currently drawing some weapon at my drawing book with pencil of course, I hope it would turn out well I'm as well practicing by drawing some weapons from anime,game and manga; got to do something to this post I need to finish it.

Well now that I finally done what I want to do, now what I should work at! Damn it I never think of that, now this is a dilemma, maybe I just need to draw what just come out of my mind and what the kind of thing to post.

Recently I started to capture some screen shots of anime I watch for some references when I draw something so that I wouldn't need to search and use internet sometimes; its kinda hectic to search the net and look for possible picture for references and sometimes there were scenes and background that were just perfect that wasn't caught a single picture in the net that's why it's good to have them as an insurance if I couldn't find the necessary references I needed for my drawing right.

Monster 098-Seed Spitter

Oh well, got to re-watch some anime again and capture some screenshot that might possibly help me in my drawing, and just yesterday I venture outside my home and hit on the road and commute to the nearest mall but damn, what a traffic jam and here I thought happily before I left my house how it could help me to come up with an idea; all it did was just to irritate me it took me almost an hour just to get there when usually it just not more than 10 minutes when commuting and 15-20 minutes in walking; but yesterday that was walking was way better to do.

Worst at it I don't get what I really need to get when I went out I just wanted some idea for my next drawing but nothing was useful maybe I would try another mall next time but the traffic maybe would be still the same or much worse.

Monster 099-Watcher Eye

Really now that my two niece were not here at the house there were only silence here, I admit it its kinda lonely but relaxing a bit after all they were so hyper active that you couldn't help but watched them when they were playing; running and jumping everywhere making myself jump out of my seat just to make sure they wouldn't hurt themselves when playing.

Monster 100-Beaver Tail

Maybe that's the reason as well that I manage to draw quite a bit without a hitch because there's nothing to worry about and watch every second; got to draw now and finish this blog but I hope I could come up with another thing to draw.

Now, just what to do now; I have my pencil and paper in front of me while doing this blog thinking of what to draw and as well trying to figure out what to draw.

Finally everyone have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New year.

Monster Art 18

Monster 091-Shadow Shell

Monster 092-Shadow Crawler

Finally done with my concept art, and there was last five more drawings to do and I hope in the five days before Christmas I could really finish my drawings; well but it seems since ever I reach the number 90 I think I been rushing my drawings again and it affects again the quality of my already bad drawings with the mouse already it was already shown in the finished colored drawings I have.

I guess I'm really rushing my project since quite little more and I would reach my initial goal of 100 monster drawings before the year ends, if that really happens another drawings were I'm doing in line up.

Yup, something to do with scene's, characters and damn some monster again but maybe this time I'm not focusing on one but random drawings to do when I feel on doing it;  currently working at for number 96 and the progress was less than 1% divide it to the real appearance in my mind and the result of the outcome drawing I guess there would be a lot of different to what I really thought and to what I have done.

This is really hard to do with a mouse and without having a pattern it would be most difficult to do with, so pattern is really important to me who uses mouse a pencil or pen for drawing; and there's also my hand drawn in the paper and drawing pads I bought in a store; which some weren't even touch yet.

Monster 093-Shadow Eye Suc

Current activities wasn't going well, maybe a little breather outside my house would do the trick again and taking some pictures as basis for my next drawing would work as well but the only problem I don't have a good camera and the pixel of my current phone wasn't good enough to take pictures with.

Currently playing again Megaman Legend series as well as Guardian Crusade the good old playstation one games, haha; but I want to play Fighting Force as well and Chocobo Dungeon 2 from the same game platform got to love the old games sometimes playing them brings back those good old times.

Monster 094-Shelled Slug

Although I still look for some game that would technically meant innovation of the game industry when that happens I wish my drawings and concept art would be part of the planning for that game; the evolution of games I wonder how far it could reach and what level gaming would be could it touch some sense of reality or like making it like a virtual world.

Luckily that day would come but don't let it be like Sword Art Online or even like Log Horizon that game become reality or became trapped in the game world; scary though if that would happen that you would die in the game for real. Although in a sense there were deaths because of games some forgot to take care of their nutrients and health just to play hours and hours of games without taking a break.

Oh well a real gamer not only thinks and live in a game but still has a good touch of reality in check, that's what a professional and real gamer for me; that was really hard to do as well when I could by the newest and latest game platform my drawing time could be divided, oh well got to stick on knowing the games and watching the cutscene and ending at a certain site.

Monster 095-Flesh Colored Eyed Parasite

Enough with the games, lets go back to the drawings current progress is up to 30% for the first drawing so far; still a sad news but a little good because there is a progress in drawing, good thing the cold air wasn't blowing yet again; because of the cold air, I feel really sluggish and all as well as the cold make me feel lethargic for some reason lonely Christmas and my only date for it was my drawings, drawings and more drawings. (got to draw girls for some reason now!!!)

Got to draw more before the year ends and finish and reach the goal line I set and maybe that would make this year a little worth it along with the great haul of anime we collected so for in our computer as well; now that I realize about those got to take some screen shot for those anime and maybe some answer lies in them for my next project drawings.

What a nice and good idea I think, but I think I need to learn to cook for myself and that would be for next year I think as a bench mark; alongside with my drawings I need to learn to nourish myself with my own hands and cooking!

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Monster 086-Cocoon

I can see some hope of doing it but there is a set back I finish up 90 now but, the bad news is that I'm not feeling well; it seems the changing weather got me sick, oh well I will still continue to do my best to finish this and I hope I could get well soon it's been like this every December I always get sick; when would it be that I wouldn't get sick.

But the fact that there is 10 more drawings to go is a good sign I hope I could keep up the pace of the work, and there a lot of things to reconsider as a fact that would make the progress slower; I need to keep in mind I need to take care of myself because if I push myself hard I may got over work on it, as every night I couldn't get a proper sleep just to draw or something like that.

So many drawing I done recently and I couldn't get enough but still not having the proper tools and equipment was still the problem, I think I could do better with proper tools and equipments but I don't have the money to buy them.

My anime hobbies also get me to spend my money every time, I want to by an anime that I even watch I spent my money on collecting the cd's and dvd's; and I couldn't get enough and even have some soft copies of them.

Monster 087-Green Eater

Oh well got to draw something oh well I'm currently drawing clothes for the hand drawn drawings of mine as well to practice how to draw clothes; oh well I edited some of the clothes I draw along the sometimes I retain the design for the practice and changes it on the actual redrawing of the character as if I'm making my hand drawn character cosplay, in which I can't do because I don't look good on cosplaying.
That does it, I'm really having a tough time got to continue this but its really hard as I don't really feel well!; why Its just 10 more to go and why now. But got to try I need to do it, just a little bit more and I could do it and I know I can. I just need to believe in myself; I want to say something cool but I am not a cool person and that isn't my style either way.

I'm searching something to play a game, like no any other game I've played before; it's just that currently I'm not enjoying the games on the net and as well as the other hand held console games as if there is something lacking on it. I wish the virtual reality game could really become available one day; well got to stick with the games for now although lately I feel so not motivated on playing them.
Draw and draw that's what I've been doing lately so I thing the stiff feeling in my shoulder was because of the endless days I always practice my drawing that even I don't know anymore if I'm really improving or not.

Monster 088-Armored Snake Bug

If these the only level of skill I could reach then there's no other way, it really that I lacked the talent and skills for my hobbies, although it doesn't mean I'm giving up the way I'm been doing all the years I know, I tried so hard to draw and came up with something.

Monster 089-Iron Eater

I'm not the type who will give up because of a little set back, I know its hard but maybe... maybe in the end of the line there is something I could get as I try my best on doing what I truly love; art has always been my passion since I was a child. And this blog is not only just to show my art work it as well as like a diary of my work.

I really want to be an Artist but I don't know if I can call myself like that I just do what I want to draw and nothing else I don't even studied about arts, I just stumble on it on my way and got drawn into the world of art without even knowing anything about it.
Maybe its really one of the reason I don't get well in drawings because I'm only doing it because I only loving it and not by living my life with it, I lack the determination for arts and only doing it halfheartedly.

Can I call myself an artist, whats an artist anyway as I know the words and dictionary meaning of it; I couldn't still explain the deep meaning of this words; maybe this one of the question that cannot be answered or a question that has many answer; maybe in my future drawings I will find the answer as long as I continue to draw maybe one day I will stumble into the answer and look into the past and say to myself to what I've been doing is really what I want to be.

Monster 090-Mud Rammer

Geez, got to continue drawing now there's 10 more drawings to go to reach 100 monster concept art as my goal before the year ends; and currently I'm working on to number 91 of my monster concept art I hope it would turn up well.

 So just a few more and this would be done, 10 more to go and I hope before new years or even Christmas it was finish already.

Monster Art 16

Monster 081-Gift Box

Monster 082-Toy Bear

Finally done it again I hope I could really finish 100 monster before new years 15 more to go until touch down; getting hyped up while listening to my anime and game song collection I have lots of song at my hard drive got to love it.

Got to do more drawings now but kinda feeling tired need to rest a bit I think as I'm out of energy I think, need anime and manga my nutrients! But the updates are slow and take weeks before it was release with dubs; yeah the two little munchkins were back at our house those two niece of mine were so loud that they were the only thing you could hear at the house and sometimes they use the computer so much.

They sometimes watch what I do and they ask me why and what do I draw, they were kinda funny and annoying at the same time; that I think of it I need some breather to refresh my mind I wonder what kind of stuff to do that I could do; but I wonder what to do.

Geez this is really hard I think making monster or even concept art weren't hard before but now I think its hard not only in drawing but also on thinking some unique designs that differentiate from others.

Oh well designs will come and I would come up with something just in time I don't have rush right? But I want to finish this before the year ends; I really wish I have a pen tablet here it could help me finish some of the work load and cut me some slack after all. But reality is really harsh as I can't afford it and all I can do is rant about not having it nor the money to buy that stuff.

Monster 083-Angry Snowman

Got to stick on my paper and pencil, after this I have lots of things to draw; and I don't now which one to do first, speaking of schedule management I don't have one I just to what I feel like I want to do.

Monster 084-SnowSlime

Wait I saw something on the net I would try to watch it, it might be interesting anime or so got to see the episode one; but don't worry I still continue to draw afterwards well that is after I taken a rest you see I'm kind of tired. That's to it but I hope this anime that I was about to watch would be a good one.
Damn it's already morning and I haven't posted this post yet, really this is getting far too long to post; I need to finish this as soon as possible.
Anyway  I got carried away from watching so many anime episode earlier while making some drawing of clothes and posing for reference; for my next drawing that I wish I could really do in the computer.

Monster 085-Mush Po

Tate no Yuusha no Nariagari manga was getting interesting I wonder how was the light novel version I haven't read it yet because some chapters and pages were still incomplete and long as well; but I hope it get turn into anime, speaking of turning to anime one of the manga I'm reading Dungeon ni Deai o Motomeru no wa Machigatte Iru Darou ka will be turn into a manga I think.
Also This quite fun by itself, thinking of some concept art although it's tiring but once something came out in your mind and you manage to draw it the fulfillment feeling that you felt when you look at the work you done.

Reading so many manga and light novels takes its toll on making my monster concept art and other activities as well though I'm still happy about it is a refreshing hobby to do you know reading, I sometime gain idea on them not just from seeing the pictures sometimes but also able to know the action in words specially on the light novels as they use my imagination to the fullest I think.

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Monster 076-Licker

Finally done, I finished number 75 up to number 80 of my monster concept art; I was trying to catch up before the year end I'm doing something I know I'm not capable of doing but I would still try it, although I said it right now I'm kinda block of what design I should do this time for real come on brain think something.

But pushing my mind to came up with something wouldn't help me either but if I relax even for one day it would continue to the following days this is really hard; so please don't make me feel so lazy this week as the air start to get cold and sleeping get to feel good with it.

I get it now is Christmas season maybe making Christmas theme monster but I have a problem it would be hard to make a ribbon with the use of the mouse that's the sad news but I would still try and just speaking of it I just found the right material to act as the model of what I want to try to draw wish it would go well.

Monster 077-Toadling

I'm trying to energize myself by eating something sweet as it might stimulate my brain to think a bit harder again as feel so tired, oh yeah thank god that the typhoon didn't hit us like those past typhoon that it took days to return the electricity but I feel sorry for those who were hit by it, I hope the government would help them to recover soon as Christmas was approaching.

Monster 078-Horned Snake

But I need to focus on making my blog as well, because this is one out of the two site I posted my works so I need to work hard on it; while the other is not blog, oh well basically more job to do in my hobbies. Dear me, I'm making it hard for myself and here I am sometimes ranting about that I want to take it easy speaking of contradiction of my words and works.

It's not that talking about it would do its job but it would release some vent up frustration and anger with me so I think it's fine to do so time to time, oh got to check some manga maybe they have updates even the anime's got to watch some, I'm getting out of track but I couldn't help myself on doing so its been part of my daily routine so it become habit that stuck up on me; no matter what I do I just couldn't help it.

Monster 079-Lione

Well, what more I need to to other than this blog, yeah that's right my hand drawn drawing I need to do it as well; now I got more things to do. Just now I done one of my concept idea but still there are more to go and I couldn't resist the temptation of reading some manga and translated light novels.


 Right now I have my drawing materials with me but I haven't decided which I want to draw as there many things to do right now.

Monster 080-Rock Golem Guard

Monster Art 14

Monster 071-Cactus Eye

Good day everyone, got to post my drawings before the typhoon comes actually its been almost two days since I finished my drawing but I got lazy and didn't post it right away, come on give me a slack or two with things going on and I don't even have work and money; but still I few drawing coming in line up afterwards although I kinda excited over something.

Monster 072-Beast

I been a fan by Guilty Gear ever since it was release and it was one of my top games listed on my favorites and it seems I wouldn't be able to play the newest version the Xrd, but I still got happy because I still got updated on what's going on the game story.

Also its coming near the Last Naruto the movie is coming near! And its twenty days before Christmas already, wow time flies by so fast and to think of it was already December and 2014 was going end and we would welcome 2015 anytime sooner right now.

Although I didn't reach my real goal of producing almost 100 monster art before 2014 ends it was still a good progress to reach almost 80 drawings before the year ends, I must work even hard to accomplish it I guess.

Though its kinda sad that I wouldn't able to do it because time right now is limited as I have already three weeks to do that basically impossible for me; miracle is needed for that to happen anyway. Well got to do what I got to do, I just try my best to what outcome I could possibly able to give before the year ends.

Monster 073-Glop

Doing games while I draw was hard to do, but I couldn't complain because I want to do it; getting absorbed to one sometimes happen and I completely neglected the other; and just says games were just for kids because that isn't true.

And what more time would be wasted more if I start to collect once again some Gundam models that you need build by your hands, that was really cool and cost a lot you know. But I don't have to really worry because I'm not that expert on it so I will by almost the cheapest and easiest one to build.

Anyway I guess I still need to draw more, but things sometimes doesn't goes the way we want to be and time to time something happens that prevent you from doing what you want to do that day, and I was one of the first hand example of that.

Just like that I still continue to do it even though it was so hard, but I would try to come up with something isn't that I good idea.

Monster 074-Mad Piyo

Come to think of it the labels that I use to my blog is very limited, maybe because I don't do anything other than this drawing but still I need to find more materials for the next one although I gather around many materials from previous search as I find quite a lot but now when now I look at the materials I have almost 90% of them were really useless to me and that's the truth.

But still got to do it as It was basically important to have some inspiration as well as to be use as body of my concept art.

As they were the pattern for the posing of the monster I draw after all it hard to do it with a mouse so I need a pattern to trace it on because it was harder to draw using the mouse than a pen.

Monster 075-Spike Head

It was pain in the ass but still I manage to get by I hope I could by a pen tablet even the most cheapest  one maybe with that I could draw much more than what I could do with mouse and keyboard.

But the downside is that cheap gadgets like those breaks so easily in a month and that was like wasting money on something worthless.